And when you said forever, i thought you really meant it.
but sometimes, when you fall so fast, you cant grab that hand that you thought would last, and then you realize, that nothings how its cracked up to be. and then you realize, that love is not for you and me.
i thought you meant it, when you left me.
but now your here again, trying to contact me, i dont understand. if you're going to leave me, then let me go.. let me find my next misery.
you come back, and this time you say your here for good. i dont regret my past, but you.. i wish i never did. i think about us, and all that we had. i really wish i just gave up a long time ago... because now every time i close the door, you just never leave me alone.
they say if you love someone let them go, and if they come back then thats how you know.. but with you, i didn't give a damn. you treated me with hatred.. and hit me every night.
you just wont let me move on, you get a relief when you see me cry.
i dont want you anymore, i used to think i needed you.. but now i realize that i just wanted you. but since you've been gone, I've learned to be independent and be strong.
yea, when you were sweet, i loved you.
but when you were mad.. i could say i hated you.
you acted like i was the one who brought all this pain in your heart.. just because your other lover was the one who crashed you apart.
i never did anything, accept for letting you come in.
you were a best friend.. but now your a stranger to me, that i never want to see again.
you put people through so much grief, making them feel low because really your so steep. you make them think that they did this to you.. when really its you who keeps putting hurt threw you.
you dont care, as long as you get your way.
whether your wrong or right, thats what you used to say.
i used to love your smell,
your laugh..
your little grin.
but now all i want, is just for all of this to end.
sad but true,
funny how i used to tell my self i could never get over you.
so when you read this, i hope you understand.
the grass gets greener on the other side I'm learning this now..as i take my next step to a new life.
stepping stones make it easier to get where your wanting to go, but sometimes you have nothing to step on..so your feet get stronger.. and your mind expands to something new.
life is hard, but you get stronger after all the stuff you've been put threw.
