When I first started writing this I swear I had it all planned out so perfect
Everything I'd say would come out right
And then I saw you and it all just made no sense
As if nothing was there to start
Awkward words and faces exchanged
As our hearts become under attack
We said goodbye and now I know
I won't get a single nights sleep when I'm here alone
So I'll stay up and think of you
And all the thoughts will just keep coming through
All these things we talk about, you know they stay on my mind
I've watched these memories fade
And I'll tell you that I know
Some say that time changes,
Best friends can become strangers
But I don't want that, no not for us
But if you stay, will we make it past this rush?
Now I see you and I don't know what to say
Was it worth the memories, worth the pain?
I wish I could say I knew that girl
The one you used to be
Because then I could tell her just what it is that makes me, me
And I know you want to know just what's on my mind
But it's all confused, so unorganized in my head
I can't say that I'll miss you without feeling a stab
A stab of pain, a stab of remembrance
And so this is goodbye
Or is it just for now?
But one thing is for certain and this is true
I'm sorry I couldn't be
Just the girl you needed me to be.
