I stepped out of hell
took a chance and fell in heaven
angels surround me
blowing me each day
more and more i thought of you
the love we shared
the words we never said
i had a dream
i proposed to you
when i woke up
i was outside of your house
we were standing in front of each other
but of us crying in pain
it really hurts
to stand in front of some one you love
it really hurts
to see the love of your life crying
in front of you
it really hurts
to just stand and not having anything to say and do
now I'm back at home
living in this hell house
my mom and dad
were talking about you
i saw a fat person
who did they look like a cow
yea
was it her?
when i play that conversation over and over
i just shake of fear
give me that knife
let me try suicide
one more time
the more anger in me
the faster it will be done
the more pain in me
the harder it is
to not want to leave you
i can feel you hold my hand
but see you no where
every day my hand
has that feeling of you holding it
i hope you liked that moment
we were face to face
i hope you don't forget me
cause I'm trying suicide one more time
I'm missing you
I'm loving you
and no body knows but me
