The 'other girl'

I saw you there
Your hands on her waist
Kissing her gently
I could tell you liked the taste

Your fingers ran through her hair
As I stood dazed
I knew no sound I could make
Would ever break that loving gaze

In the shadows I watched
As the sun rose behind you both
As the dawn grew colder
I watched you hold her close

I ran back to our home
Forgetting I'd left the key in the door
All I wanted to do was forget
Everything I saw

You walked in a few hours later
Just before it was completely light
I felt you climb into bed
And reach to hold me tight

I turned around to look at you
And I couldn't help but cry
Because the look of love you gave her
Was not in your eyes

You asked what was wrong
I said I'd just had a fight with my mum
I couldn't bring myself to say
That I knew what you'd done

I carried on day by day
Trying so hard to forget
But my life became meaningless
Full of heart break and regret

And till this day you still see her
I know deep down you do
But I can never let you go
Because I'm too in love with you

You were my everything
My life ,my world
And it all shattered
When I realised I was just the 'other girl'