Did You Even Think Of Me Once?

9...doesn't seem like alot
Or a very big number
Lets put it into context
-The number of people I know dead

Anya, Lucy, Sarah
Phil, Andrew, Yikki
Caroline, James & Mary
Sad they are only names now...

Charley, I don't want to make that 10
Please God you can't leave!
What will I do without you?
I need you... didn't you see?

Now, lying in a hospital bed
Fighting for your life
Leaving so many unanswered questions
But please, answer this one...

When you were cutting those wrists
Wrapping that rope round your neck
Taking them tablets
And trying to hang yourself off a car park...

...Did you even think of me once?