The Gift

I force myself
To look inside a mirror
See the broken girl
Staring back
I'm so ashamed
Of this, thing...
The shadow
Of my former self
Smashing the glass
It falls to pieces
Like everything
In my small life
Just want it all over
For it to be finished
(But it will never end)
You sacrificed your life
For me to live mine
It would only be mean
To end this game
And all I ever wanted
Was for you to hear this;
I'm so afraid
Of the gift
You gave me
I don't belong here
And I'm alone
I hate the lie of a life
I'm living
I ran out of reasons
To believe in me
Question is...
Why did you ?