Hurting

By now the pain is hurting me,
More than ever before.
My heart was put on hold,
for all the love I showed you Daddy,
How on Earth
could you not wanna talk to me everyday.
I think about you... no
every second
I wanna be kept warm by you
and not in a sexual way
I wanna be held by you,...
just stay in your arms for a while,
let me go, If you want,
just know,
I'll always wanna be back in your arms.
Even if you cheat,
Even if you lie.
Even if you beat me...
I know your good way down deep,
under all that
hard outer layer.. you find _____,
the man I fell inlove with.
I will continue loving you untill i die.
I will love you way more
than you will EVER love me!
We fight alot but i don't think that it will matter.
Sometimes we act like we're already married.
I love you so much,
I don't know what I would do
if I ever lost you.