Im missing you and no one knows but me

The day you dumped me in front of my friends
the day you dumped me on the phone with my mom
i acted i was happy
i pretend i was okay
I'm dying inside so full of pain
nobody knows it but me
my friends say he wasn't real
my family say theres an action
you use one day and that action is
give a second chance
when your friends walk by
i look and fake a smile
they see smiles and butterfly's
but in my makeup mirror i see
blue tears black hearts
like a clown
you put on a show
laying under the willow tree
waiting to see your face
I'm dying inside
but nobody knows it but me
I'm missing you
nobody cares
cause nobody See's
the love we felt
the smiles we shared