Will you still be there?

Where are you at
When I stray off path.
Why can't I find
What I think is mine.

Remember when things were free
And I was just a kid.
I thought that you could see
Why I did what I did.

Deciphering what's right
Never seemed so hard.
I always kept you in sight
Although it was always so far.

The fog that is covering
Every window of opportunity
Is warping my sense of reality,
And keeping me confined altogether.

Maybe when it makes more sense
That path can be ventured.
I just hope until that time
We can always be together.

You know when your tired
And ready to sift into abyss.
That image snaps into my head,
Waking me up from the myth.

Hopefully we'll find the time
When the obstacles are out of the way.
The clock is always ticking.
Until then, I hope you can stay.