Ending Of A Life

She takes my gun
holds my hand
my under estimated friend
where do i begin

how about the day
i had my virginity token away
with pain and force
used without choice

or about the day
heroin got in my way
when i fell in love
with a drug

or the day
when i ran away
just to see
someone killed before me

friend of mine
be so kind
hand me my nine
its my time

i can't stand to stay
not another day
knowing I'm in pain
in all kinds of ways

no one will understand
don't you try
you can't convince me
i want to die

*seek help if you can relate, because its never too late*