I cant imagine life without you,
but we will never be,
so I am doing the impossible,
I am setting myself free.
Life will go on,
you are in my memory,
you dont even know who you are,
but you were the one for me.
Life is funny how it works out,
throwing little signs in your face,
I thought that we would both pick them up,
but I was on a faster pace.
Seeing you everyday is hard,
mainly because you dont know how I feel,
its so hard to tell someone espcially you,
so hard it would nearly kill.
The only one who knows,
what I truly felt for you,
is someone who will never say a word,
but knows that they were one hundred percent true.
Maybe one day,
ten maybe twenty years from now,
we will se each other on the street,
and ask eachother how.
How is it that years later we find each other,
how is it that we both move and end up in the same place,
How is it that all these years have gone by,
and I only melt when I see your face?
Your smile makes me weak,
your laugh and jokes make me scared,
I cant really look at you,
cause it hurts to ask myself if you even care.
Its not your fault for how I feel,
and I dont blame you for know knowiing,
I cant help how I feel inside,
its like the feeling kids get when its snowing.
They feel all warm and excited inside,
knowing that something special is going on,
this only happens once a year maybe twice,
then it clears up and its gone.
What I feel doesnt happen once a year or more,
it happens when you walk through the door,
each and every day I see your face,
I leave knowing nothing will ever happen but I want more.
I am sorry that I dont have the courage,
to tell you how I really feel inside,
I would rather hide my feelings from you forever,
then knowing that you are the reason I died.
