Its not like...

ITS NOT LIKE....

Its not like i think my world has come to an end
but its pretty close
I dont always pretend
and i dont plan to overdose

I'm just paranoid of getting hurt
and being told it wont get better
to have my heart thrown in the dirt
only to write my suicide letter

I'm not always depressed
or feeling crappy
i'm just a lil obessed
on trying to be happy

Its not like i hate life
its just i perfer not to live it
its not like my best friend is my knife
i just cant live without it

For those who tell me it will be okay
i hope your right and i'm wrong
i'v waited day after day
and it seems like its taking too long

In a way i'm getting used to life being this way
cause i know the drill
something good happens one day
and and the next its living hell

So dont blame me if my myspace song is sad
and my page seems depressing
dont worry i wont always be mad
it just takes a while for me to remember that life can be a blessing