So this is it, this is my story, my lifes biggest untold secret. This is how my life fell apart and came together all at once. How my fun scarred me and my tears healed. This is how I ran away, but found God, how I lost all faith, but found hope in others. This was the "y" I stood at and the path that I chose, this is what was laid in front of me and left behind to regret. How I trusted my gut and lost my heart. How I am eaten by the loneliness of my thoughts but surrounded with love. I learned how to be selfish, but content..how to deeply hate and to forgive. I learned the cost of self greed and the importance of selfcare. This is how I learned the value of life and the price of death. I learned my weakness' but how to be strong. I learned how to cry, to be brave, to die, and to be saved. This is the day I have nightmares about, that has brought me to my knees for mercy...the day I betrayed the one person I love the most and went against everything I believed in, this day will forever be etched in my memory...
