In the past two weeks my life is so different. Things that were, werent. Things that weren't, were. My life has transformed but I'm not even sure what it transformed into. Today as suppose to be the most special day of the year, one year together but it was just an ordinary say it came and past nothing stood out. I'm the one who choose this. Now i know... i know what i want and need but most importantly i know what i DON'T want and DON'T need. People says live is what you make it and I've just started building and i feel like it's going to collapse already. So many things have happened all at once, one after the other. When will it stop? When will the stress, worry, fright, go away? I know it doesn't go away, it just stays there and waits until you do something about it. And Me... I'm doing something about it and I'm not going to stress out or worry or be frightened any more. I'm going going to be strong. People are going to treat me how i want to be treated. I'm sorry to the people i have hurt in my process but I'm going to be different... and no one can stop me
