How can you feel so fast?
Move on so strong?
While I am stuck,
Stuck fast,
And for so long.
Maybe I'm falling behind,
Because that's how it feels,
Like I can't keep up,
I can't make all these deals.
Maybe you're giving up on me,
Because thats how it seems,
Like i'm letting you down,
And I can't keep your dreams.
Does it seem like I don't try?
Or like I don't care?
Because I do try,
Until my soul is stripped bare.
I'm sick of that blank look,
Perhaps I'm incoherent,
I know you want to know me,
But I cannot be an open book.
