Her fake smile

If their was even a minute when she could smile
she wouldn't

when she would try to make her frowns into a smile
she failed

if their was just one time she would just SMILE
it would still be fake

look in the mirror and say i look so beautiful
she would never say

she would buy her fake smile
each and everyday

shed never say anything jolly
so she never spoke
knowing every word that would come out of her
mouth shed choke

knowing every breath she took she'd struggle
she once said..it feels like my life's in a bubble..and any minute it would crumble

from the chats she had
it meant nothing at all

when shed go home shed roll up into a ball
and crawl near her favorite wall

she always felt hated and abused
her parents she would always accuse

her memories would leave like as if their was only air in her mind

but shed only and will always remember the time she saw a vision that her father died
thats when she sat in her room and cried

her father was their to always brighten her day

he was the one that put the REAL smile on her face

he was their to always spice up her nasty moments
he was like the extra flavor in her drink or her food

he was like the soap to blow her bubbles

he was like the breeze through her hair

he was the milk to her shake

and her path to her way

now she sees she has no life cuz her whole life was all just gone in a vision