What should I do?

This is my chance,
to start out with something new.
If I'm trying to leave you behind,
then why do I always think of you?

I need a new beginning,
a time for me to renew.
I try to avoid it,
but I know what I must do.

Everyone searches for love,
and the ones who find it are few.
Should I leave you behind,
and forever say adieu?

Please help me to understand.
Are you meant for me too?
My love was real,
or so I knew.