I know it makes you sad,
And I'm sorry,
But that's just how I am.
I don't want to talk about it,
You know I never do,
I know I never will,
I think I can do this.
But if I can't,
I promise I'll run to you,
But I need to try,
Because how will I ever learn?
I can't let you do this for me.
I'm sorry for leaving you in the dark,
For hurting you,
For so many things.
I want to be better,
But I'm not sure what to do,
I don't know how,
So I will go on,
On my own,
And without your help.