Im sick of the act
Im sick of the pretend
Im breaking out
My act will end
Im not happy
This isnt my smile
I havent been real
For quite a while
You were the witness
Of my first pain
The only person
Who saw me its insane
I let the walls go
Let them fall down
Let go of my laugh
And turned a frown
I said I was happy
When really I was sad
You couldnt see
My life was turning bad
It looked ok
From the outside
But I was screaming for help
But only on the inside
You couldnt see my tears
You couldnt hear my cry
You didnt see my pain
And my longing for me to die
I didnt want to live
But I was living a lie
Im sorry I was fake
And you couldnt see
That I wasnt really ok
And that the outside girl. Wasnt really me.
