Someone to turn to

Lately theres been alot on my mind ,
and I needed someone to turn to.
I was too scared to turn to my parents ,
not knowing what they would say or do.
Scared that I would be letting them down ,
not being the daughter they adore.
But it's all got too much for me ,
and I don't know what to do anymore.
There is never a good time to talk ,
so to my mum I wrote a letter.
I wrote of all thats on my mind ,
just letting it out I felt that bit better.
A couple of days later the phone rang ,
it was mum and she said she wasn't angry with me.
She had already guessed there was something wrong ,
when she saw me last upset in my eyes she could see.
Said that I must do what makes me happy ,
make the right decisions for the kids and me.
She added that I could never let her down ,
no matter what she is there and always will be.
I should have known right from the start ,
that I didn't have to cope on my own.
Mum and Dad have always been there ,
never have they left me to go it alone.