I thought you really loved me.
I thought you cared.
Now all the lies you've told me,
are sinking under my skin.
I can't get away from you.
You just tell me to push my sorrows aside,
And hide the scars that cover my wrists.
You think you know me,
but you don't.
Laying here thinking about all of the memories we shared together.
I have my drug.
My addiction,
that helps me with my pain.
slice through the pain a voice whispers inside my head.
And I can't help but listen.
Every memory,
Every regret I made with you seems to slowly fade away.
deeper repeats the voice in my head.
Those thoughts won't catch up with me now.
Soon the lights dim,
Everything falls into its normal place.
Like maybe my world won't be falling apart.
Or maybe I'm just going insane.
You couldn't help me,
You shouldn't have given me your hand.
You pushed me lower,
Falling into something I can't get out of.
Look at what you did to me.
Look at what I've become.
I'm a wreck,
A nothing.
Something that's been left behind.
And it's all because of you.
