He did in so often before.
And he still continues it still.
Only wanting him to be honest,
But it's doubtful he ever will.
Been in a situation like this before.
A long string of half truths and lies.
All you want is truth and honesty.
None of it appears despite your tries.
Wondering alone how this is the person you loved.
You cry because you see the true him appear
Holding your breath, holding your broken heart.
Suddenly all those plans seem to disappear.
It clear what needs to be done.
This can't go on forever, not like this.
Despite all the pain and suffering,
those hugs and kisses will be missed.
Now it's all done, lying all alone.
Wondering if your decisions where for the best.
Your still crying, still feeling that horrible pain.
And even now you aren't able to rest.
