Inside then out

by anier   Aug 7, 2007


Ever since birth I feel so different from other kids
Innocently asking why I felt like this
Felt like something odd since I was a child
But then on I enjoy the gift of life and learn how to glide

Acting differently I guess contrary the way I should be
Talking to myself as if theres something wrong with me
Tell me; help me to figured things out
Then show me, teach me what this all about

Sometimes my nights too lone down here in passageway
Empty mind fills confusion that always plays
Why am like this and not be like that then I lay
Recall perfect lexis that i never say

Why do I like it the way I feel?
Sometimes something bothering me when I clear
To myself it comes through then disappears
I guess I cant deny exactly its my fear

Why should I panic when people ask me?
Something stumps me and be
Timid every time they talked about it
I mean why? But I really feel the guilt

Do I have to be ashamed of myself or to be proud?
Even though I give so much doubt
I should, but sometimes I cant
Because its really hard to be very different

What can I do if this is the way I used to?
To like more the way I am than my mom wants me to
Don't call me a brat I know I act so strange these passing days
I'm sorry mom this is me and I love to be me this way

This is me the life I really long
I want to be free hope it made me strong
Enough to face the reality and obstacles will come along
I should be glad because now I can sing a song

Were all standing here in the ground
I'm tired clearing up to the people surround
No one can muddle up to the life that you live
Except if you let them try to put you on a grave

Condemnatory people they are so numerous
They label you in a state of ambiguous
You have to choose to the people you sway
Just don't give your damn trust right away

Watch the scene full of conspiracy
Knowing I am not alone I could be so free
No one can make me decide the things I have to hide
Its I and only me to keep burn this pride alive...

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