They always said you were fine,
they said it was just depression,
take this medication and you'd be cured,
t was so much more complicated then they thought,
you were dying on the inside and crying on the outside,
they said you were just starving for attention,
you always hated pity and liars,
I tried to help you all I could,
but I still wondered if that was enough.
I still love you more than you'll know,
the day I found you on the floor; I lost it,
I overdosed on sleeping pills, but it was a failed attempt,
now my parents sent me to therapy; another doctor,
another person with a degree in feelings, but no commonsense on love,
they're saying it's just a phase and I have problems dealing with death,
my heart is calling for you, can't they see,
tonight, I won't fail; I'm tired of hearing you'll be okay, I'm sorry, darling, forgive me for this selfish act.
I can't live without you,
I'm not me with you,
I'm slicing away skin, soon we'll be together again,
I'm starting to fade away,
my vision is growing weak; I hit the floor for the last time,
they always said your whole life flashes before your eyes when you die,
they finally got something right,
there was no light at the end of the tunnel for me,
there was you leading me into heaven's golden gates.
