My pulse beating rappidly
my heart pouding
tired of stupidity
a feeling indescribable
anger is flowing through every vain in my body
what i'm going to do next is indecidable
my brain tells me to stop
but my body keeps going
i wont stop till its all out
anger. sadness ...everything i feel
i want to shout and scream it all out
still i keep going
my feet move faster
and my breathing-unsteady
i'm not ready
to go back home and deal with shit
so an endless road lies ahead
people stare
and ask questions
because tears are falling
i dont answer but keep on running
as fast as i can
my body is shaking
my lungs hurt
but i wont quit
only to go home and be thrown in the dirt
so i continue
faster and faster my feet move
after every breath my pase quickens
i see cars ahead..passing in front of me
a suicidal thought runs through my mind
but as quickly as it comes it goes
i begin to slow down to a stop
and my anger is flowing out
i feel tired
too tired...
i fall to the floor and close my eyes
my chest rising and falling quickly
a few people gather around
and ask if i'm alright
i smile and i say i will be
but not for another while
i get up and head home to put my running shoes away
i wont need them again untill the time comes
untill my anger once again
becomes indescribable
