Tonights the night i'm going to end my life
i'm way to tired so i'm giving up this fight
i've been trying to hold on
but i'm vanishing before your eyes soon i'll be gone
but some how you'll mange you'll go on
for i simply never really ever belonged
i'm slowly giving up this is not fake this is real
all these words i've written are the real deal, this is what i feel
so i'm sorry if this up sets you yes i want to die
ending my life is simple so tonight why not try?
i'm really not important so who's going to care
when i really needed someone no one was ever there
what a stupid thing to do you must be thinking as your reading this
yeah i know but you don't know what i've been through my life is lower the a pile of shit!
don't try to act as my friend now i'm sorry but it's just to late
i should of been over 13 years ago gosh i'm such a mistake
when i find my sweet realse and all is over and done
even though it feels like heaven hell is what i've won
