Who am I?

Take me to a brand new place
a place of gold and wealth
help me paint on my new face
help me paint on my new face

lost for so long
I don't know where I am
should still be gone
I don't remember who I am
it's just so wrong
from who I used to be

another fake day
another faded way
to say i care
to watch them stare
they have no idea

I slit my wrist to feel alive
everyday is another lie
the knife has rusted over
everyone is getting older
and walking away

so confused
I don't know what to do
where to stay
how to act
or where to go

you showed me who I am
and I'm nothing good to be.