When you see me in the future i will be happy i will not be scarred from the pain you have left me to deal with. When you see me i will have a smile on my face possibly behind that smile may be a little bit of doubt. When you see me in the future i will not be in the slum or of anything less than high class. I will not let anything you have put me through determine the future of my life. When you see me know that i am what you choose to throw away like dirt. When you see me you will be sorry for i did nothing wrong for you too leave me to fend for myself. When you see me remember that you could of been apart of my life and would of seen a beautiful side of me. The pain you put me through was unfair and selfish but all this did not matter to you. When you see me i will not be dwelling in the past for i was little i did not know why it is you choose to hurt me so bad. If i was dirt too you then well then i am dirt too you now, do not try to get to know me i am not apart of you. You left me alone for so long then you can just stay gone. I do not need your sympathy i am not to blame i can not forgive you for any of this pain. I hope that it dwells in your selfish heart and that you feel every bit of pity that i used to live with. I now know it is not my fault your mistakes are your regrets. I may be your blood but anything like you i am not. When i see you in the future i will not be hateful or unkind. I will pretend that i care and put on a fake smile because you are there.
