Sitting here
on my own
i look down at myself
and straight away
i see the scars...
All the horrible memories
they all come back to me..
I remember each thing
thats happened to me...
remember why
remember the blood
remember the pain
remember the tears
remember the anger
remember the guilt
and remember the heart breaking..
Now I'm in too deep to stop it
I'm addicted
and its the only way i have
to forget reality
and live in a dream world
for just a little while
and i don't wanna forget it
because ,I'm not strong enough to cope without it..
because,... I'll die without it
