I'm scared

I'm scared that my feelings for you are not strong enough
I'm scared that my feelings for you are too strong
I'm scared that you will leave
I'm scared of no knowing what our future holds
I'm scared I'm pushing you away
I'm scared that we aren't close enough
I'm scared that i doubt myself
I'm scared that i doubt you
I'm scared I'm going to ruin this
Before it's truly began
I'm scared of the fact that i love you
I'm scared in case this falls apart
I'm scared of commitment
But i want to commit myself
I'm scared that your going to hurt me
I'm more scared that I'm going to hurt you
I'm scared in case i can't cope
I'm scared if you couldn't cope
I'm scared to know your past
And yet i want to know about it
Most of all
I'm scared of losing you
I'm scared of you losing me