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by Perfectly Imperfect vaney Aug 9, 2007 category : Sadness, depression / other
She's quietly drawing stars and a moon careful not to color outta the lines while she humms a sweet tune She hears a door slam and a couple of screams things are beein thrown around daddy is mad it seems she sits up straight waitng for the door to open swinging her legs back and forth seems like things are being broken She told her self she'd become used to this but its always the same her daddy coming home drunk she hears him call her name she slowly gets on her feet and stares at the door he quickly walkes in next thing she knows she's on the floor she feels kicks on her stomach and stuff slamming on her head she tries to crawl and at least make it to the bed but he stops her not even halfway there more punches are being blown this isn't fair she doesnt even try to stop him its useless to try she tries to hold her anger in tries not to cry she stands up straight once again and she is slammed agianst the wall she didnt even feel any pain but its trying to break the fall Only a few more minutes he'll be done soon he wont bother her till tomorrow and she'll go back to coloring her moon hes had enough his anger is out but the anger is boiling within her she wants to scream and shout but its not worth it she returns to her bed looks at her drawing but ripps it up instead So she looks out the window ready for another day life would be better if he would just stay outta the way she closes her eyes and her lips form a smile everything will be okay soon it just takes a while so she takes out a clean sheet of paper and draws a rainbow and a heart more colorful then ever and continues to humm the same tune