Sisterly Love Don't You Think?

This feelings come back,
This rage so strong,
That the thread nearly snaps.

My Hands itch,
just to close around her next.
To see the fear in her eyes,
And the knowledge that I will be,
The last thing she sees.

This hatred consumes me,
And I shake with it visibly.
Just thinking of all the ways,
I can show her, I hate her.

This is all it comes down to,
I hate her!

My parents do nothing for it.
They feed the fire within me.
They constantly choose her over me.

I'm so sick and tired,
Of it always being her!

I'm nothing to them.
I can see it.
And i hate knowing it.

I see that smirk of hers,
And I just want to smack it right off.
I know, she knows, she has them.

She controls our parents.
Like a dog, or a puppet.
Just leading them along.

Everyday the hatred grows.
And everyday I come closer to snapping.

That B**ch stole everything!
She took everything away from me!

Now I think it's time I repaid her in kind.
Taking her last breathe sounds fair to me.

Let's see how should I do it.
A flick of the wrist?
A devils knot?
Her lesson defiantly needs to be taught.

Lets see how well my parents
Love their preses daughter,
As a corpse.

Rotting under ground,
And fading away to nothing.

To love one daughter more,
Causes trouble don't you thinking?