Not a day goes by that i won't miss having you by my side.
Not a night will pass without teary eyes
and wishing on stars to have you back.
Everyday, is just another day that I'm hoping it's a dream.
Every time i think of me without you,
I'm brought to my knees.
There's no question to weather you got a pass to heaven.
Angels are given a special light.
a pair of wings with your name awaits you to wear them.
I can only hope that i had at least half the affect that you
have on me.
I can only hope that you hear me talking to you,
and be the only soul to hear my silent tears drop on the
floor, for you it would be loudly.
When everyone else wore black,
i was wearing white.
I wanted to look like an angel for you,
like you are looking from heaven shining so bright.
I have to let the fire in my heart rest and
let the anger fly away.
I have to try and see clearly,
into pure blue skies.
I have to go on living without being able
to look into your eyes.
I'm holding on as strong as I'm standing.
It's the hardest thing I've ever had to do,
I'm not sure how long i can.
I just want to make people happy with this life.
But it's impossible to do, when i can't get you
out of my mind.
I just want you to be proud of me
and smile down while looking from above.
I can't express how much pain there is Kenny.
I've never felt so empty, cold and alone.
Your life was just beginning and you were taken
with such a shock.
I'll never forget how you were always my safe haven.
So I'll keep in mind, and try to block out the rain.
That hopefully someday, i get to heaven and i get
to see my big brother again..
