I Lie in my bed..
My body is calm..&& tired..
But my mind is worried..
&& unsure..
One tear..
can break into a million..
one smile..
can hide a million and one..
I've hidden my feelings
all my life..
&& never thought that would me lead to this..
a broken smile,
&& a torn heart..
Every girl..
has dreamed of being a princess..
of some sort..
I dreamed of a miracle..
For dad to stop drinking..
&& come home..
but my dream..wasn't a dream..
it was a night mare..
&& it became reality
I cried myself to sleep..
when you told me you cared..
I cried myself to sleep..
when i told myself..
I couldn't have Joe..
I cried myself to sleep..
when there was no reason to live..
I stretched my hand out..
for God to help me..
&& there stood death..
Talk about disappointment..
&& i will show you truth..
Talk about nightmares..
I will tell you about my life..
Talk about life..
&& i will show you hell..
Plain and simple..
you don't know the half of anything..
& until you see the light..
you never will..
