For those who need it

(Hint: It does suck out loud but i just made it up out of no where and thats my excuse, hm)

Heart pounding
Blood racing
Will this world ever come to an end?
Razor staring me in the face
No time left just do it
Will they ever get a clue
To whats happening to me?
Can they just realize
Im not the little girl i used to be
Eating me inside
All the tears that ive cried
Eating me alive
Its not all that it seems
Could it be the end is for
Me to kill me?