If you had known

Im standing right in front of you
A lifeless corpse of what Ive been through
Tears are cascading
And I am debating
What to do

You keep your ego in check
But you keep me away from your head
Would you have let me go
If you had known
If you had known

Im breathing deep
A little bit faded but its ok, dont pray for me
Blood pressures rising
And I am hiding
Safely away in my sleep

You keep everyone close to your heart
But you still keep me far
Would you hold me close
If you knew
If you knew

Bloods running off my sliced wrists
I really cant take this
The screams and yells and hits
Its all too much
Im wasting away
To just a silouette
Of what was me

You can see me, I know you can
But you dont even try to hold out your hands
Would you be there
If I really needed you
I know you wouldnt be there
Cuz Im nothing to you

But would you have let me go
Alone into the cold
If you had known, the first time
If you had known