"I wish I hadn't pulled the trigger,
wish I could turn back time."
"Wish Id've cooled down,
wish I hadn't lost my mind."
Quick look up to the court,
side-glance to victims.
Deep breath in then exhale
"I wish it wasn't true."
Heads shake as they look down,
people judging the crime I'd done.
"I know it's my fault, but he aided it too."
"I wish he'd locked the door or was in the bathroom."
"Not lying there peacefully on aware,
for it was truly then that I had lost control
he just laying there like nothing was wrong."
"It was his fault he was shot,
I just had the gun.
he had the nerve
to sleep with my so-called-friend."
"So judge me cause I shot him,
but look at my modem too.
he's the one that truly pulled the trigger,
I'm just wishfully thinking my doom"
