Living With This Agony

by Cathy   Aug 9, 2007


As the days go by my life feels strain
left in agony, abused by pain
my heart is aching, crushed and torn
happiness left, anger is born

Pounding the walls in my broken home
helpless and hurting I feel so alone
my mind is spinning with confusion everyday
wondering and wondering about why you didn't stay

Thinking of so much my anger arises
causing me to pound with my fists, during this crisis
bloodstains on my knuckles and cuts as well
I'm living and struggling in this world of hell

Does anyone hear my silent screams
do they even matter, no its seems
have I been forgotten has my soul been erased
has evil took over my angelic face?

I do not know what is going on with me
why can't I feel normal and just be free
I feel like I'm under an ongoing spell
I feel like you've sent me straight to hell

Love has disappeared into the night sky
all that is left is the tears I have cried
where did I go wrong what did I do
to be inflicted with so much pain from you

Was it just pretend just a magical phase
has love been so fake it was quickly erased
My thoughts are haunting me, will this ever end
or am I to live in torment until you come back again

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  • 17 years ago

    by Lu

    Does anyone hear my silent screams
    do they even matter, no its seems
    have I been forgotten has my soul been erased
    has evil took over my angelic face?

    ^^^
    Cathy hun ... do not feel alone. There are many people who love and care for you.
    The more I read of your poetry the more of my own life I see.
    Pain is something we just can't erase and it tears us to the very soul ... but knowing that there are people out there that do love and care for us helps to ease the pain.

    Give yourself a big hug and remember ... you are special and deserve much better.

    ((big hugs sweets))
    Luanne

  • 17 years ago

    by Krzysztof J

    I missed reading your poems :)
    another great poem from a beautifull lady :)
    this poem was like i wrote it myself, ive been there with those emotions and evey now and then im taken back there :( 5/5 from for this one :)

  • 17 years ago

    by Daisy if you do

    Cathy,
    Your pain is evident, and I empathize. I have been there and done that as well. Truly it is like your living in your own private hell. This very well could have been written about my life 3 years ago. We often wonder what it is we have done so wrong and leave many pieces to the puzzle scattered so as not to be able to put our lives together as it should be.
    Best Wishes,
    Kay

  • 17 years ago

    by Roxy

    Wow!!!!!!!! The first 3 stanza's really had an effect on me. I cant understand why no one has commented this poem! It amazing and so deep! Cathy ( that is your name =S I think) this poem is so....I cant find the word lol. It deserves a 5/5 ^^ xx

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