I Can Only Hope That You Dont Tear It Apart Pt. 1

I may be young and naive
but ive had my fair share of pain
from guys who thought i was just a toy
its enough to drive a girl insane

all those fake hugs and kisses
lying whispers of "ill never leave you"
i should have known that all they wanted
was a girl to f'ing use

problem is i cant control my heart
it falls for whomever it feels like
and then i just get hurt again
no matter how hard i fight

finally i shoved my feelings aside
and built a wall of ice and crystal tears
to surround my poor aching heart
but that wasnt the end of my fears

i thought that i could hold back
all the feelings that i felt
turned out i was wrong
you caused my wall to melt

you hacked away until the wall was gone
just crystal shards and a puddle
remained of the carefully built wall
now my thoughts are all in a jumble

i dont want to feel this way
you've already told me its not going to work
i should give up and let go
before i end up getting hurt

but ive never been good at doing what i should do
i end up doing the things that hurt me
now im falling for you
and i can only hope that youll catch me

i hope and pray
you dont hurt my fragile heart
its been torn in two before
i only hope that you dont tear it apart...