Alone, you forget

Sadly I sit here all by myself
Wishing I had, by my side, someone else

You come and go, to me your never here
Im forgetting what life is, and I want to dissapear

Ive got scratches on my legs, and I cant remember why
The density of my sadness, gives me desire to wanna die

Ive tried to cut myself, but I see that I shouldn't
Ive tried several times but I saw that I couldn't

Im trying to break a habit that has berly begun
Im trying to see my other options what can be done?

Smoking never calmed me down or helped in any way
Drugs and alcohol to me are really dumb to do or say

Cutting is just a way, and it makes me feel good
I remember when I was young, I said I never would

But all of that time Ive always been depressed
Nothing but sadness, I carried so much stress

I remember me praying, trying to get through the days
I remember me crying, relief would never come my way

Drip-drop my tears would drown me in a flood
Drip-drop my tears would mix in with my blood

*******for all who feel alone and have a habit of cutting themselves. i know how you feel i was once there, but let me tell you there will be a brighter and better day, so hang in there and dont give up. *********