Downfall

All this pain and stress has got me feeling depressed, i get no rest. My life is a mess.
Sitting and waiting, shivering and shaking. With all thats been taken, My Demon awakens.
Out of control my world is spinning, committing these sins because of all the sh*t i've been in, it reveals the darkness within me.
The frustrations i'm facing and all the blood and tears i've tasted, it feels like my life is wasted.
My heart is torn, her love i mourn as my eyes are pouring, my sorrow is born.
The suffering builds up inside. No matter how many times i've cried or how many times i've tried, its too much, i can no longer hide.
My weakness and torments are shown, my misery has grown. i stand here alone, wondering what my future holds.
i wonder if this is how its meant to be, the end is all i see. The darkness has consumed me, i just wanna be set free.....

damn! i wrote that in high school!! its really sad how i felt back then, i just wanted to post this cuz i wanted it to be read.