What comes after this?
Something else that starts anew
I don't understand what I have done
To make you act the way you do
I've opened up my mind and heart
And lost everything I had
I've tried to do all the things
That would usually make me mad
But time and time again
I'm shot down from the start
And everytime I'm pieced together
I suddenly just fall apart
Have I really done such horrible things
That I deserve to be brought down?
Why can't I make good choices
Instead of roaming all around?
The things I've done I can not change
And I wouldn't if I could
But how many people can honestly say
They've done everything they should?
I know I can't say that I have,
And you know you can't lie like that
But you would know the truth
If you could comprehend where I'm at
I'll try to better myslef quickly
And hope all turns out alright
I'll pray for me to be able to change
And I'll try to with all my might
