To Sarah pt. 1

These scars on my wrist rip open as i clench my fists, How could this happen? how could this be? your smiling face is all i see.
You stabbed my back and pierced my heart, gashed my soul and nearly ripped it apart.
I loved you and gave you my hand, you took it and vowed to make a stand.
But now here we are broken and dead, i shiver and cry with all that you said.
You said "i love you, and please wait for me, hold on, be strong and soon we'll be free"
Its hard to believe that it was all a lie, these endless tears roll down my face as i cry.
To much pain i take a knife and cut at my veins,
Maybe youll love me, when im covered in blood, maybe you'll love me buried in mud.
My heart slowly ceases to beat, fck it. i give in. i accept my defeat.

my ex Sarah, crushed my heart into an oblivion. this poem was from that time, luckily for me i had an angel rescue me from the dark, thanks Steph, i <3 you