Trying to remember
the for bidden memories that i have had
i don't want to
they are
oh
so bad
visions of her with him
visions of them
i wanna for get
i really regret
every thing
i regret
the night u called
i wish i had said no
but i can't change the past
that is just the way things go
time and time again
Ur name is brought up
Ur such a jerk
i am fed up!
time and time again
when i try to make a new poem
and think of my pain
all i think of is him
why tho?
this wasn't his fault
now all things come to a halt
i was the bad one here
i am the one u should fear
it isn't what he did to me
it is what i have done to him
don't u see
some times to feels better
u must first tell the truth
tell it while u can
while Ur still young
in Ur youth
so who's fault was it
mine
or his
was it my over reacting that started this?
now i watch as my friends follow me
i can't bear it
i don't wanna see
i don't wanna see them
go down just like me
