Nothing left

Not letting go,
Trying crying out,
Everything is Gone.

They're deadly thoughts.
Such Awful pain.
My happiness desired.

Wanted so bad
knowing it hurts.
Desperate to feel.

I'm going mad,
Laughing deliriously,
Fallen down hard.

Exposing my truth,
How I want.
More than impossible.

Never letting go.
Always crying out.
Nothing left.