So deep

So deep,
That nothing bleed.
No blood.

So deep,
That there wasn't any scream.
No sound.

So deep,
That no scab was left.
No healing.

So deep,
That no tears formed.
No cry.

So deep,
That there was stillness.
No shaking.

So deep,
I wasn't aware.
Not awake.

So deep,
That I could feel.
No pain.

So deep,
It was in my mind.
So much worse.