Why?

Why? why couldn't you
Have just been true?
How can you just lie to me?
I Loved you!

Silly arguments
Everyday turn to
Violent blood baths
Way to quickly

Why? Why couldn't you
Just say that you
Are using me?
I let this go too far

I trusted you with things
That i didn't trust myself
But you shattered that trust
And you did it with stealth

Why? Why did i fall
For you so fast? You were
An act of lies and i promised
Tears would only be in the past

I guess those words
Were never expressed
And my naive belief
Has me depressed

Why? Why am i crying?
Sh!t i should be used to
People lying

So here is another
Poem of sadness
I just don't deserve
Any happiness