My Bleeding Heart Full Of False Hope.

My heart is bleeding,
My soul is pleading.
To just put it all behind
Who am i kidding, fate isn't that kind.

Everyday I tell myself the same lies,
I fill my head with false hope.
But no one can hear my cries,
They all just love to tug at my rope.

I want to scream it all out,
let it all go.
take a deep breath and shout,
"go ahead God, strike another blow!"

I can't be happy like I was in the past,
because happiness is like a drug that doesn't last.

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