Just Another Suicide

Just another suicide
On the floor that lay so still
The clock ticks ten--I waited until
I raise the razor,
With a clumsy hold
For I am nothing-
Or so I'm told
I never really had any true pals
So tonight I'll meet my death
Yes I shall
And partly my family
I did it because
I was miserable
Really, I was
I did it because I was unhappy
But no one will see
I don't think anyone will cry
No one knew I wanted to die
They'll say I was a smart girl
It really was a waste
That I went and slit my wrists
In such hateful haste
No one thought I would
No one thought I could
Ha...I proved them wrong
But it hurts, and takes so long
Will I go to heaven or hell?
Will I live with beautiful angels or...
I bite my lip because I know
I'll burn in hell on the threshold
For I've just sinned
But I must stay bold
Now I pick up the object of death
And realize that there's nothing left
Because the cuts have been cut
and the slits have been slit
Away goes the world
Bit by bit
Then all goes dark
I can't see any light
I breath my last breath
And lose all my might.