Feeling Different, Not the same
Is this feeling mine to blame
Not talking, Feeling all alone
Why am i feeling this feeling unknown
Teacher wondering what's going on
Scared that i might be in the wrong
Walk into class everyone stares
Wondering why my face is filled with tears
Can't sleep, Need a break
Is this my mistake
Can i leave just run away
Or maybe cut and bleed the pain
But no i promised i gave my word
To raise above even though i hurt
Turn up the radio to drown out the sound
Hold back the tears get rid of the frown
Hold it all in don't let it show
put on a smile and not one will know
Thinking that everything perfect at home
but now I'm lying in my bed
Praying that the phone doesn't say your die
i hope you know what you did was dumb
chancing drugs over people you love
I hope you make it through the night
i sent the angels to guide your light
but the phone rings, I'm scared to death
Scared you actually turn to death
but i hear you voice, i breathe again
i actually start to cry, you say you want to come back
home and that you almost die
I'm proud of you for getting help
I'm glad you are alive
I'm hope you're always in my life until the day i die.
